Feeling icky

Somehow this icky feeling is not leaving me. I have been trying hard to get over it but it’s just not going away. I was up late, last night thinking about it.

Is there any innocence left in this world? I asked this question because of the things I have been exposed to in the last couple of days, because things that happened a year back have come to haunt me again.

Why people manipulate others to get something for themselves? Why some people don't care about others feelings?

Also, am I too possessive?

May be I should go back to my Panda book.